Woohoo! Helllo RR!!

I am happy to tell the whole world that i got a new jOB!
I am so impress with myself to tell someone that i am NOT AFRAID of being unable to look for another job because I AM CONFIDENT to find a job ANYTIME!
I am proud of myself that i am able to converse well with everyone of any level!
I am SO PROUD AND HAPPY OF MYSELF!

I Am going to learn how to be organized
Learn how to use MS Outlook
Learn how to take minutes
Take a course on LCCI
Read that business starting book
i want ACtion not TALK!

Me me and me

How's married life? Everyone ask me that when i just gotten married
Till date, that question still exists
Now theres another trend of question "When do you want to have one?"
I hope i can have. Cuz i think i want to have. Let God decide

We are both married, see each other every nite
quarrel and make love every other nite.
He's busy with work most the time, and me with the laundry all the time.
My life = Family, my dog, friends and him
His Life = Work, Money Family and me.
That pretty much is what's going on in our life as the cycle repeats over and over again.

I very much wanted to start something new.
Be it opening an online store (iregardless if i make money or not!!)
At least i can tell people i Own a STORE!
Do my own crafting etc...
i will that that is pretty awesome.

But all i do was sit here and dream. But never realising it or even starting.
I WONDER WHY!!!

PS: MY DOG IS GETTING FRIENDLIER WITH OTHER DOGS!! way to go!

My likes about him
can be really loving
say i love you
say i miss you
hugs you, kiss you and hold your hand
patient

Dislike
Just snap when in bad mood
doesnt noe how to shift treat me with respect
always lost patience
always short tempered
Impatient


i know that you are stressed with work
but that should not stress our relationship
am i not being understanding? i guess i am
I am angry at you for always not making a point to be punctual
Den i realise you have to run all over the place just to pick me up
i could have just traveled some distance so that you can save on that

Car
I really want to have a car. You said i could before
and now you say that you do not want me to rely dependantly on the car and be like everyone else.
i cant imagine i have to walk long distance to take a bus to mrt to work and the same thing back.

How will life be when i am married?

Prawn balls

Meat Balls Recipes

serves 6 pple
80g white bread without crust, torn into pcs
100ml Milk
1tbsp ghee
120 finely chopped onion
1 and quarter tsp salt
400g minced beef
300g minced pork
3 large egg yolks
half tsp black pepper
quarter tsp ground allspice
2 tbsps ghee
40g plain flour
750g beef broth or chicken stock
125ml thickened cream

Method
-preheat oven 180 degreec
-Place bread slices and milk in a mixing bowl. Set aside
-In a frying pan heat 1 tbsp ghee and saute the onion and a pinch of salt until the onions are soft. -Remove from the heat and set aside.
-In the bowl containing bread and milk, add minced beef and pork, egg yolks, remaining salt, black pepper, all spice and onions. Beat on medium speed for 1 to 2 min or knead well for 10 min
weight meatball into 30g portions and shape into balls. Place on a greased baking sheet
-Bake in the oven for 20 min.
-Heat the remaining gee in the pan over low heat and add the flour.
-Whisk until lightly browned, approx 1 to 2 min. Gradualy add the beef or chicken stock and whisk until sauce begins to thicken.
-Add the cream and continue to cook unti lthe gravy reaches the desired consistency. Remove the meatballs from the oven, cover with the gravy and serve.

Tired

Just when you thought everything is so sweet and happy
The next thing you dun wana experience is to argue and get upset
And it just upsets me why the people i love enjoys taking me for granted like it is something that they so deserve and that i have got no value in their eyes or was it that i have simply been termed as 'HABIT' or a 'BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME, so i TRY to love you back'

It hurts real deep down under and i am tired...drained and exhausted with the rollercoaster rides of everyday's high and low..

What if

i just quit my day job and do my own craftings..

oh no.. the more i browse those sites.. the more i am inspired!!

But i wonder if i can do that. a full time crafty person.. whole day Draw,paint,color,cut,stick,surf.

i am v much a not in control kinda fella. Hmm i wonder if i am old enough to CONTROL........

BUT DAMN i still feel so inspired!!!!!!! HELP!!

Just feeling so inspired on hand made stuffs all the sudden...

Happy anniversary

It was quite a pleasant weekend. I am happy and feeling loved.
It just seem like we are both fully entertained by the shopping sales,
the dining - icecreams and the I T fair.

He spent loads of money on 2 of his Timberland shoes.. and almost bought the one above
that he so sadly have to part with when we leave the store.

We couldn't find sufficient reasons for him to buy three pairs. lol
But i promised to take a picture of this shoes so that he can stick it on the pillow and sleep with it, hopefully he can dream of himself wearing it out. hehe

Boy, Timberland shoes are so Comfy~~

My path

The crumbly road ahead.
How do i get through?
Do i climb it?
Or simply change my route?

The Lazare Diamond 5k .4 VS1 Heheheh!!!